Thursday, May 17, 2007

Waiting, thinking, wondering...

...I´m having big difficulties with my almost ex-husband who is having financial problems which he is trying to drag us into. I´m trying to stay positive while the bank decides over our future in this house .
I want to reach above myself, stay calm and strong and focused so I don´t get emotional every time I am reminded of just how little the children and I mean to him.
If worse comes to worse, Erich and I will pack up the children and find a new home and start a new adventure but that would be very hard for me so keep your fingers crossed for us.

14 comments:

Mirre said...

I will definitely keep my fingers crossed for you, Claudia!
I hope it'll all work out well for you!

liz elayne said...

i am hoping that is all goes well claudia.

blessings to you and your family...

African Kelli said...

Oooh, I am so sorry to hear that. You are in my thoughts and my fingers are officially crossed.

Melba said...

I understand how times like these can be a challenge.

I am sending you positive, healing vibes.

XO,
melba

Barb said...

It's not fair and I hope you don't mind me saying that. You have moved on in your life in such a creative, positive and loving way and inspire others to do the same. You found new hope, a great partner and have put your children above all else.
Not only am I sending heaps of energy and encouragement your way, but also hugs, hugs, hugs.

Jamie said...

I'm thinking of you, Erich and your children, Claudia. You have built such a beautiful life and home. I know whatever happens, you will always have the great gift of family. Blessings to you all.

mijk said...

Oh I am so sorry.. I am quite relieved though. For a split second I thought you were leaving Erich... I am thinking of you and your house full of colours and loved ones..

Denise said...

I truly hope that it all works out for you. YOu have really been an inspiration and you deserve all the right things.

Sunday Scribblings said...

Oh Claudia, I'm so sorry to hear it -- hasn't he put you through enough? I so so hope you can go on raising your boys in that wonderful house, though I have no doubt that wherever you put down roots you would create a beautiful and nurturing home!

P.S. I brought my 'I [heart] books' bag to a librarian gathering last week and it got much love!
-Laini

jorth said...

Oh no, this sounds like the worst sort of crappiness ever. I hope things are going well.

Alexandra S said...

Oh I am just really sorry to hear you are going through this Claudia, you who I just treasure and like so very much. Hang in there, I am saying a prayer for you and your family that a miracle somehow can resolve all this and that he'll back off. xo

shellyC said...

Claudia - I hope things are working out OK for you and your boys. Thinking of you.
shelly

Barb said...

It's been awhile since we've heard from you and I want you to know that I'm still hoping for the best in this situation for you and your family. Hugs from the west coast of Canada...

Fiona said...

I haven't kept up-to-date with your blog and missed this post.
So sorry to hear of your problem.
I have been through 3 seperations and it is so difficult. I will be thinking of you all.
Stay true to yourself and do what is right for you all.
Ex's can't live with 'em, can't shoot em. he he he